The truth

1. How old were you when you started self-harming?

[] Younger than 4

[] 4-5

[] 6-7

[x] 8-9 

[] 10-11

[] 12-13

[] 14-15

[] 15-16

[] 16-17

[] 18-19

[] 20-21

[] Older than 21

2. How often do you self-harm? 

[] More than once a day

[] Once a day

[] Several times a week

[] Once a week

[] Two or more times a month

[] Once a month

[] Several times in a year

[] Once a year

[] I have stopped

[x] I am trying to stop (it varies depending on relapses)

3. What method of self-harm do/did you primarily use?

[x] Cutting

[]Burning

[]Hair-pulling

[x] Scratching

[x] Interference with the healing of wounds

[x] Hitting or bruising

[] Bone breaking

[]Cutting and Scratching

[]Cutting and Burning 

[] Hitting Head against walls

[] Binging

[] Purging

[x] Starving

[] Biting

4. If You Self Harm What Sexual Orientation Are You?

[] Straight Male

[] Straight Female

[] Bi-Sexual Male

[x] Bi-Sexual Female

[] A-sexual female

[] A-sexual male

[] Homosexual Male

[] Homosexual Female

[] Transgender Male

[] Transgender Female

[] Questioning Male

[] Questioning Female 

[] Pan-sexual 


5. Which Of These, If Any, Are Something You Struggle With Along With Self-harm?

[]Anorex

[] Bulimia

[] Anorexia and Bulimia 

[] EDNOS

[x]Suicidal

[x] Various Psychiatric Disorders (i.e. Bi-polar,Borderline Personality, OCD, Panic, Anxiety, PTSD, Dissociative, Impulse Control Etc.) 

[] Learning Disabilities 

[] None of the Above

6. Do You Think That You (as An Individual) Need Professional Help To Stop Self-harming?

[] Yes, The Only Way I Could Stop Is With Professional Help

[] No, I Have Stopped On My Own

[x] No, I Have Stopped On My Own Though I Still Struggle Often And Sometimes Mess Up

[] I Have No Desire To Stop And Therefore Don’t Need Professional Help

[] Yes, I Have Stopped With Professional Help

[x] I don’t think I could ever stop without Professional help

[] Prefer not to answer

7. Are You Trying To Stop Self Harming?

[] No, And I Don’t Want To Stop.

[] No, But I Would Like To Be Able To Stop

[] Yes, But I Am Not Doing Very Well

[x] I Have Stopped But I Still Mess Up Every Once In A While

[] I Am Completely Self Harm free

8. Does Anyone Know About Your Self Harm?
[] No. No One Knows

[] Some People May Have A Vague Idea Of Something

[] Yes, But Only My Closest Friend

[] Yes. But Only Some Of My Family Member(s)

[x]Yes, Some Friend(s) And Family Member(s) Know

[]Yes, All (or Most Of) My Friends Know

[]Yes, All (or Most Of) My Family Knows

[x] Yes, People that see my scars.

[]Just a couple of people I trust

[] Yes, My Therapist, Psychiatrist, etc

9. How many years have you been self-harming?

[] Less than 1 year

[] 1-2 years
[] 2 years

[] 3 years

[]4 years

[]5 years

[] 6 years

[x] 7 years

[] 8 years

[] 9 years

[] 10 or more years

10. If You Self-harm, Were You Abused Or Neglected (either As A Child Or Later In Life)?
[] No

[x] Yes, I Was Emotionally Abused

[x]Yes, I Was Physically Abused

[x]Yes, I Was Sexually Abused

[]Yes, I Was Emotionally And Physically Abused

[]Yes, I Was Physically And Sexually Abused

[]Yes, I Was Sexually And Emotionally Abused

[x] Yes, I Was Emotionally, Physically And Sexually Abused

[x] Yes, I Was Neglected

[x] Yes, I Was Neglected As Well As Being Abused

11. Would you label yourself as emo?

[] Yes


[x] No


[] I guess..?

12. Do others label you as emo?

[] Yes

[x] No

[] Some People

[] I don’t know

13. What would you or others label you as? (chose all that apply)

[] Prep

[] Goth

[] Emo

[] Punk

[] Nerd

[] Hipster

[] Pothead

[] Poser

[] Skater

[] Druggie

[] Normal

[]Weird

[x] I don’t know 
[] I don’t believe in labels

14. What is your reaction when you see other people’s self-harm scars/cuts/marks? (choose all that apply)

[x] I want to get to know them

[x] I wonder what they went through to feel that was a way out 

[] I want to get as far as possible from them so no one will find out about my own self-harm

[x] I will acknowledge them as someone who shares something in common with me 

[] I would never even acknowledge them

[x] What happened for them to start cutting

[x] Fear

[x] Interest

[x] Sadness

[]Happiness

[] Don’t really care

[] No reaction

[x]surprised

[] Relief

[] Jealousy

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1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Yes

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Yeah haha

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
Like every day hahah

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Yeah :)

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
No I don’t think so. Hope not

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Yess.

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Singlet and pj pants

8. How often do you listen to music?
Everyday

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Sweats lol.

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2014? It’s changed so much this year hahah

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
I’m kind of both lol.

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
Yep haha

13. What about ‘R’?
Omg haha yes

14. Can you drive a stick shift? Nope, fuck thatttt

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
I don’t like to admit but yes I do

16. Are you going out of town soon?
Don’t think so

17. When was the last time you cried?
Last week

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Yeah

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
Yes, I want green eyes

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
There’s a few actually…

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
Uh lack of talking ..

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Just a tad ahah

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
Nope… :/

24. What are you sitting on right now?
Air bed

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? Yeah

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Yes….

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Uhh Clancy I think?

28. Do you get a lot of colds?
Not really

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
Idkk

30. Does anyone hate you?
Yeah probably

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
Nope

32. Do you like watching scary movies?
When I’m with people yes .

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
Yes

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
None

35. Did you have a dream last night?
Yes

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Today

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Maybe .

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
I think so

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Nope

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
Not really

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Nopeee

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
Maybe ?

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yes….. But they did ..

44. What’s the best part about school?
I don’t know.

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Yeah

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
When I was younger lol

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
Yes…

48. Were you single over the last summer?
SINGLE AS FUCK

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Nope, it got better and then worse and now better

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Nothing haha

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Probably the opposite x

52. Are you nice to everyone?
Try to treat people how I want to be treated

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Yes :/

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Yep

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Nope lol

56. Do you think you like someone?
Yesyes

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
Nope x

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Boys

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
Yep

60. Do you hate anyone?
Yeah

61. How’s your heart?
Been better

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Yeah..

63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
Yes, to many times

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
Some bitchhh

65. Are your toenails painted pink?
Nope

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Hope not .

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
I don’t like seeing anyone in pain :(

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
Almost hahah

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
Mum I think

70. How do you look right now?
Like shit

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? Yeah :)

72. Can you commit to one person?
Defs xx

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yes

74. Have you ever felt replaced?
Yeah :/

75. Did you wake up cranky?
Nah

76. Are you a jealous person? Yeah

77. Are relationships ever worth it? Abso-fucking-lutely

78. Anyone you’re giving up on? Yeah slowly ..

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
Yess

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Report to Centerlink aha

81. Last person you cried in front of?
Sid probably

82. Is there someone you will never forget?
Yes.

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
He can be .

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
Secret xo

85. Are you over your past?
Yeah life goes on

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
Haha yes

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Yepum

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
Haha fuck no .

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
Uhmmm haha maybe ..

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Yepp

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
Maybeeeee.

92. Have you ever kissed a guy with the name Michael?
Nope

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
Nopeeee

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
Nope,
Single as fuck

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
Yeah

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
He’s alright haha

97. Who do you have texts from?
In the last 24 hours just Aidan and Clancy ..

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
I would be pretty devastated to be honest..

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yes

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
My girl Jessie Wallace <3

101. Ever kissed under fireworks? Nope

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Yes.

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